We’re halfway done to 2019 and until now, I couldn’t find the right word to describe how unstable my emotions were since the first day of June.
I am so tired with everything. I am basically so impatient about my dreams. As much as I wanted to achieve these, I just can’t. The season forbids me to do so. Or maybe, it’s not yet the time. Or, maybe it’s not just for me. I just don’t know. Have you felt this thing before?
My first grade student asked me if I am still happy. I couldn’t be more excited to answer no. But of course, I couldn’t just say that I am not happy. Still, I replied that I am happy.
However, upon listening to Bro. Bo’s Podcast about “Finding Mr. Right”, I realised that I am so impatient to achieve this and that. I forget that everything really happens at the right time, at the right moment, with the right people, and at the right situation.
God has the best plans in His hands. I just have to Trust the Process of His Promise.
I kept on forgetting this fact. I kept on forgetting that the Lord has always been true to His people. He has been there since day 1. Since the very first day. All I have to do is to trust the process of His promise!
He knows what’s my heart’s desires. He knows the deepest longing of my soul. He can fulfill my greatest dreams. He will. He always will let me feel his love.
Today, as of this writing, I want to thank God, for keeping me sane. Thank you, Jesus, for redeeming this sinner (me). Thank you, Holy Spirit, for the healing.
May I always be comforted by the fact that God’s promise has a process. 🙂